2006年 04月 22日
will Fly to Melb
I am in Qantas lounge waiting for the flight to Melbourne where my hus’s
Relatives and BEST friend are living. No accommodation fee and also no flight fee
Since we had a Qantas points.(frequent flyer points)
My husband & I are collecting points Remember we bought second hand car before with Qantas club card that was a lot.
By the way now it cost AUD5000 to be a life long membership of Qantas, but
It used be just AUD500! That’s why my hus became a member …. Hu.
Unfortunately we argued a lot again in the car, so we spend separately here…
Problem is easy, WHY I have to spend with HIS friend when we come back on Tuesday , Anzac day from Melb. I will be tired since I HAVE to meet many unknown
Relatives and friends in Melb, again why I have to meet his unknown friend ??? for dinner??? I have a very important meeting on Wed next day. Very much want to relax at home once we arrived from Melb.
He is angry when I said let me skip this time ( to meet his friend)
Am I selfish? Maybe yes I am.
I thank to him because he helped my life a lot, I don’t have enough friends here but
He has plenty, so he introduces many. However, they are his friend, Firstly I have to get used to them. Its not so easy for me. Not very comfortable in the beginning.
I am drinking couple of sparkling that’s why I am bit emotional?
Anyway, I was selfish I had to offer the meeting on Anzac.
BUT he has to understand, the friend is his friend, not mine yet, also I am tired in Melb with unknown people whole day.
As you know, I am still struggling to get used to many things such as
MY Husband, his friends, establishing my self, etc…
Told you ! marriage life is NOT easy, this is true or not true.
Because of me, I am TOO strong, too independent as you know.
Or lets say I am too selfish. Not deserve to marry with someone.
Anyway lets me conclude this, I will enjoy the Melb holiday.
Meet some NEW people in there. Stay with them sightseeing with them.
Hope I will visit Yarra Valley to ship some wines.